19 Oct 09

19 Oct 09

Dear Mom,

Today was pretty nice. We had the second to the last PT test and I passed it. Improved some to. Mainly like I did a 15 min 2 mile. That's probaly the biggest but I'm not going to worry about it cuz I know I can do better but yeah. And then we were all supposed to get a flu shot but then I got stuck on Ranger Detail. That was kinda lame but mainly reminded me of being home because I was doing landscaping. We laid 18 pallets of sawd and then picked up some mulch and stuff. Just made me wish I was at your house. Still no mail today. Thats about 4 or 5 days that I haven't gotten any mail. But I might still have a chance to get some because I heard that other platoons are getting mail at the moment. Well I just got 5 letters from you starting from the 9th and one from G&G. Well anywho my teddy bear is up in the barn in a gift bag. If you feel like crawling up there and getting it then be my guest. The boys are more than welcome to fight to the death for it. I'm glad you like my shirts I sent. I hope it fits. I need to talk to Mike tho like brother to brother type thing because he needs some helps. I might be able to help him a bit or at least threaten him with an ARMY ass whooping. So yeah. Been hearing some news about 101st but don't really know what to belive of anything. 32 days left mama. I'm glad Ann is going away and stuff. Because I don't want a bad mamma around my nephews. I'm gonna be their uncle and their Godfather if need be. Hopefully Mike can figure things out or hold off for 3 years till I get around to help. I'm gonna try and get into an apartment or something when I get done and start going to college. Don't quite know if I'm going to get a job tho. Hopefully not but maybe a fair paying part time job. Maybe I'll just call Scott and tell him to hire me part time to make work easier on his old ass. haha. But the Army will be giving me an E-6. Bah, that's married so I might not need it at all. I wish I could be there to help out the family. Seems like everyone could use some help if not my help with things. I feel bad for leaving everyone really I dk. I'm just gonna try and make these next 3 years pass by. I'm gonna move my TSP to 60% here pretty soon I think. Due to some reasoning that I want to break to you in person. I hope there is snow on the ground when I get back. Well it's getting damn cold here. During PT well at the time you were going to sleep but it was 36*. Wonder how its going over there. Boston says that there is snow in Boston. I'm starting to get more depressed to be honest. I have been mildly depressed for a lil bit but now it's starting to increase. Just all the bullshit and the realization that I'm still fucking here. I'd rather be washing dishes at Fatty Pattys for 3 years non stop sometimes. The worst part is I don't have anything really to cheer me up. A few pictures yes but they have already been inprinted in my eyes. I dk. I'm gonna get through this and not nothing or no-one is going to stop me. I miss you and home (well what home I had) Lots and lots.

Love ya.
Jeremiah,
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