6/13/10 2:02 AM

yeah its pretty lame haveing a blakcout alot but its whatever gotta respect it but i will not ever be going to the observation point again unless i lose my job which i dont forsee that happening unless i get put into a leadership position which i kinda dont want but wouldnt really care anyways i just do what i am told to do ya know.. but yeah i miss ya too and i cant wait to see the littles.. i miss them so.. i found out i am going to have to pay for my ticket from dalles to pdx. lame cuz im not getting combat pay or anything and they are still takin taxes and meal deductions out which sucks ass so im not gonna have any money prolly and i dont know about that cuz i really need a car to drive around. i cant not have one. i already have lots of plans and things to do. im sooo worried about it. its not good. but things are alright here.. just doin the dam thing. i still dont know when i am gonna be coming home. so i dont know.. but iove ya and i have two pctures for you but it takes forever to load onto here.