November 2, 2010

Mom:
I thought you may have been out on something like that. hope the guy that fell off the cliff is ok and not hurt too badly. i'm sure andy will love hearing from you, he was in better spirits yesterday about the whole thing. it didnt really bother me much, didnt know the guy. just another apartment to turn i guess. i understand why you feel like you do about what you see. its a defense mechanism. otherwise you would be unable to function when the shit is going down and risk getting hurt yourself. thats why you went thru training, so you automatically react to the situtation. it doesnt mean that your unfeeling about the blood and gore. i look at look at the stars to, it reminds me of the american tail movie and the song fivil sings with tanya about looking at the stars and even though they are separated by distance they share the same view of the sky and wishes. i watch it again the other day at shirley's. i love you, take care. mom

Jeremiah:
somwhere out there beneath the pail moon sky hahahaha
i know its wierd that i remember that song hahaha
yeah i guess your right but what else can you do
at least your life goes on
and i got your packages today and i was in shock
it was a glorious site

i love ya

Mom:
Shock about what?